this is by far the saddest month of my existence. a lot of things has been going on with my personal life that I can’t even bare to be alone even for a sec.
December Week 1 - lost a friend I treated like a brother.
December Week 2 - betrayed by a friend.
December Week 3 - mom got angiogram and found something (‘rents don’t want to discuss it with me yet)
I’m hoping that I could keep may sanity thoughout the month. at least.
